Confessional

Marc:

You should definitely indulge her (and yourself). Being tied up can be so exhilarating, especially since you have a high degree of trust in your partner. You can close your eyes for added pleasure. You'll never know where her lips or hands will fall next and that uncertainty and anticipation will be highly erotic. This gives you an opportunity to explore varying degrees of pleasure and pain within your mutually agreed upon comfort zones. It is great. Eventually, you'll definitely want the pleasure of touching her, but let her tease you until that level of anticipation is unbearable. You'll likely cum like never before!

Jaynie

I'm glad this thread exists. I came here wanting to tell someone this but there aren't many people in real life I can tell: Yesterday was my 35th birthday, and last night my friends threw a surprise party. There was much tequila, a dark rainy night, a warm, subtly lit pool, and a half dozen very drunk, very naked people. It's something I've fantasized about for a long time.

Suddenly a girl had her legs wrapped around me, her hands on my breasts, her tongue in my mouth. People were watching, but I didn't care. My boy is far away and it's been four long months with nothing but my vibrator.

There were fingers and mouths everywhere and boys and fingers and cocks and it became a mixture of bliss and excitement and drunken happiness and.. guilt. Or maybe not so much guilt but... confusion. I didn't expect to feel that. I've fantasized about it forever. My boy and I have talked about picking up a girl, but it was odd without him there to watch. There were other men watching, but it wasn't as hot to me because he wasn't watching.

This morning, instead of feeling the odd exhilaration I expected to feel, I feel sort of unsettled. Conflicted. As someone said in the thread where I asked about threesomes, there were moments when I was left out, and I felt sort of out of place. I'm usually extremely self-confident, so this strange timidity not only perplexes me, it annoys me.

But she felt good beneath my hands. It was definitely a memorable birthday to be floating in a pool, looking at the stars as the rain fell down, a girl's breast in my mouth, coming all over her hand while everyone else watched.

I just wish I felt more kickass about it and less ... high school freshman awkward.

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Live your life in such a way that every morning when your feet hit the floor, Satan shudders and says, "Oh shit, she's AWAKE!"

I cheated on my husband in the months before my divorce with my dancing instructor. He was a sensual and wonderful man who I would dance with for my lesson and then we would sometimes fall to the floor and make love or return to his bedroom. He was a beautiful affair which made me feel like a lover again.